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My heart breaks every day and the pain goes on while my heart has healed but I'm still dying without you near. Everytime i go out i realize how much i would of rather spent time with you and the person i trust more than anything. You say i don't know me but I will never stop loving you even if i have to wait 1000 years in darkness having the pain and torture rack my soul every second I love you and more than anything  Rwarrr.